on my music player there is a song that i want to dedicate to my mum and dad,and to all the people that have lost some that they love,weather it be a husband/wife,lover,mum/dad,son/daughter,a friend.please lisern to the words.it,s called "ONE SWEET DAY"i hope this song helps you like its helped me.

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yes,im back!!!(and all in one peace too!!!!).weather wasnt to bad.got to ride on the trike,and i loved it.to tell you the truth,i felt safer too.we went out every day.one day in the car so the girls(dogs)could come with us and not be left out,the next day on the trike.seen some fantastic sights(some even breath taking)rivers,lakes,hill,mountain,castles,roman ruin's.i even got to walk on ardian's wall!!!(sometimes what i saw was to much to take in).i picked up little stones or shells to remind me of the time i spent on my hol,s.(going to put them in a little box for safe keeping.)my hol's was a thought of someone that promised to show me what he was seeing though his eyes and now i have seen it too.plus there will be other time when he will show me other sites too.the someone wasnt a sayer,he was a doing,and i thank him with all my heart.mind you,leaving him behind was hell.had to ask him to leave me at the train station,because i started to get upset and i didnt want him to see my cry.god,when he did go i cryed for england.well folk's,thats all for now.

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due to the weather,me and the man are not going camping.the camp site is flooded!!!.no,its not the end of our holiday.just means we will be going out in the car.if the weather does change then he as promised to take me out on the trike.he's going to show me the sight's where he lives.cant wait to see him again.because he cant see this,(hes not on this biker site)i can tell you that i miss him..ive not known him for long,but this man as turned my world upside down and inside out(in a good way).hurry up wednesday!!!!!!!!!

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i just want to tell you about a very dear friend of mine.he as been there for since day one on here and on biker.he as helped me get through the badest day's/nights.he always as time for me.the funny thing is,ive never spoke or met this man,but i hold him very close to my heart.kmicky,you are a true friend to meand to others.i just want to say thank you for all that you have done for me.you are my hero.hope you and the lady have a great time together. love and happiness to you both.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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my dad died nearly 4 years ago with cancer.i have so much to thank him for,not just for giving me life but other things to.he showed me how to do things,like wallpapering,painting,drilling.gardening and even how to replace on the washing machine!! his motto was "try,try again,and you still cant do it,leave it and go back later and have another go"!!! and thats what i do!!.when dad was ill,i gave up work and my home to look after him.yes it was very hard,some nights i never went to sleep(some times up to 3 nights i would be up with him).i had to watch him slave to death and i couldnt do a thing about.it was shear hell,not just for me but for dad too.some night's when he did manage to get some sleep,i would just sit and watch him breath and i would say to myself" god,please just take him,dont let him wake up,dont do this to him", the worst thing is,i have to live with something for the rest of my life.the day my died i went to sleep for 10 min's and when i woke up,he had slipped away.(i still look up at the sky at night and ask my dad why he did it,but only he knows).having to ring my little sister and tell her that dad had gone was really hard for me as she was very close to him.but i did it.the night befor my dad went away,i made him a promise that i would give him a wash and do his hair for him.and i did it even though he wasnt with me,i knew i had to do it.i got warm water,washed him,combed his hair all ready for my sister to see him.im glad i kept that promise to my dad.it was my way of saying thank you to him for all the things he had done for me.the sad thing is,we have a brother(we no longer talk to him,infact we have disowned him)and he did nothing for our dad.how can a son let a daughter wash her dad and he just went and did his own thing?????.all i want to say now befor i go is... i miss my dad so much that it hurts,but i wouldnt have changed him for anything.he was my dad and he as made me the person i am today,stronger,braver and if i had to,i would do it all again but even better.love and miss you dad,give mum a kiss from me and dawn xxxxxxxxxx

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I WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE SENT ME MESSAGE AND POST.IM HAVING A BIT OF A RUFF TIME BUT I WILL BE BACK SOON,BUT JUST NEED TIME.PLEASE BEAR WITH WITH ME.THANK YOU XXXXXX YVONNE XXXXXXXX

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