TODAY I FEEL A DOOM,ONE THAT CRUSHES THE HEART AND MAKES IT FIGHT FOR ITS NEXT LIVING BREATH. WHAT BECOMES OF THIS HEART THAT HAS NO MORE DESIRES. ONE THAT HAS BEEN STRUGGLING INTO THIS TIME AND PLACE THAT HAS NO BELONGING.


YOU SAY I’M WRONG TO FEEL THIS WAY,AND SOME CONSIDER IT A SIGN OF WEAKNESS,BUT HAVE YOU WALKED MY FOOTSTEPS OR SEEN WHAT MY EYES HAVE SEEN? HAVE YOU FELT THE HOPELESSNESS OR DISPAIR,THE HEARTACHES OR ANGUISH.

OR WATCHED YOUR PEOPLE FADE AWAY ALONG WITH YOUR VERY EXISTANCE?
MANY MAY BE HAPPY WITH THIS NEW LIFE,BUT IT HAS BEEN PROVEN TIME AGAIN WE DO NOT BELONG INTO THIS EXISTANCE NOT AS WE WERE MEANT TO BE,ONLY AS THEY WOULD HAVE US. BUT MY HEART CANNOT LEARN TO BE HAPPY BY THIS DESTRUCTION OF MANKIND AND TO ACCEPT IT. IT ACHES FOR OUR PEOPLE WHO FOUGHT HARD TO KEEP US FREE SO WE COULD REMAIN AS WE WERE MEANT TO BE. IT ACHES FOR OUR CHILDREN WHO ARE DEFENDING THEMSELVES WHEN WE SHOULD BE DEFENDING THEM.OUR ELDERS WHO HOLDS THE KEY BUT HAVE BEEN DISPLACED AND FORGOTTEN,AND DISRESPECTED. THE TRADITIONS AND CULTURE THAT USE TO HOLD US TOGETHER TO STAND STRONG AND UNITED.




TODAY THIS HEART MOURNS IN REALIZING WE ARE ALMOST FINISHED. YOU CAN MAKE IT LOOK SO PRETTY AND POSITIVE, BUT THE FACTS DON’T LIE. FOR EVERY LANGUAGE YOU TRY TO SAVE 5 BECOME EXTINCT,FOR EVERY TRIBE YOU TRY TO PRESERVE,ANOTHER ONE DIES,FOR EVERY STAND YOU MAKE,HUNDREDS RUN TO BE ASSIMULATED. THIS WAS NOT HOW OUR LIVES WAS MEANT TO BE,TO LOOK ONLY TO OURSELVES FOR HAPPINESS INSTEAD OF EACH OTHER.




HOW DO I KEEP THIS HEART BEATING WHEN ITS TRUEST LOVE IS FOR OUR WAYS.THOSE DAYS ARE GONE AND WITH IT SO IS MY SPIRIT TO CONTINUE.I DO NOT BELONG INTO THIS EXISTANCE OF MAN,IT WAS NOT OUR WAYS. AM I WEAK TO NOT BOW TO YOUR WAY OF THINKING? OR IS IT STRENTH TO NOT CONFORM? MAYBE A DYING HEART IS THE TRUEST HEART OF ALL.

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