So... I have two pugs the light of my life, my kids, my family. One has been sick for about two weeks. I just had a break up I thought it was depression or something. Yesterday she started bleeding after two weeks of bleeding. I think she has cancer but wont assume that. She has only eaten 3 bowls of food in weeks and wont drink water unless i force it down her throat. She smells like death and is very cold but doesn't shiver.
Her baby is hiding outside... she senses it. So tonight a very good friend of mine is going out to shoot her & bury her along a road I ride down alot. He isn't going to tell me the exact spot for a week until I get a grip. He made me think really hard where I want her. I chose to put her somewhere around 10th Avenue in Ramona for personal reasons.
I am so devistated. I over estimated how long she would live and it snuck up on me so very fast. She is only 11. Seems kinda short. I hope I gave her a happy life.
So... if you have anything so simple as a dog or whatever it may be love it with all your heart... cuz you just might not get it back. Memories live forever.
R.I.P. Poombaa 
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