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I'm still the smartass I've always been... I am adventurous, ambitious, impulsive, honest, enthusiastic and full of energy. I am a pioneer both in thought and action, very open to new ideas and a lover of freedom. I welcome challenges and will not be diverted from my purpose except by my own impatience, which will surface if I don't get quick results. I am very forward and blunt, beware what questions you pose in my direction. If you ever feel butthurt about some comment made from me directed at you.. remember my 'three words'.... "get over it".. I get along with all kinds of people except for those that can't keep up with me.

If I had to use one word to describe myself it would be "Trustworthy", that will be my epitaph upon arrival to the "Not so pearly gates". I consider all possibilities in all areas, always setting an example for others to follow and always applaud the efforts of others. Making good choices is a daily given and continued honesty and forthrightness with others is my ultimate achievement and only goal in my world. Agile and Athletic both physically and mentally assists in being a person of prolific ideas.

I try to be non judgmental, however, given the fact that I am forced daily to deal with very interesting cross-sections of humanity, it leaves very little or no room for me to display some sort of adult like self control.

I am a courageous leader with a genuine concern for those I command. I do not make a very good follower because I always have to "take charge". I am usually unwilling to obey or submit to directions (especially from the opposite sex:)~~ for which I see no reason, or with which I disagree. I am very much concerned with myself, both positively and negatively - self-reliant but also self centered (sometimes) and concerned with my own personal advancement and physical satisfaction. I am aggressive and restless, argumentative occasionally, headstrong, quick tempered, easily offended and capable of holding grudges if I feel myself affronted. Focusing my positive "Chi" is a daily given!

A good rule of thumb here is... "You get what you give".. I can take anything you've got to dish out, but.. can you take what I will inevitably serve back?

I always follow my intuition, never falling prey to any fixed schemes or plans. Anything orchestrated is where you wont find me.

In my personal relationships I am frank, direct and candid, and make enthusiastic friends. There is, however, a negative side to my associations with other people. I am easily irritated by slowness or moderation in my companions and, though I am sensitive, ride roughshod over the sensitivities of others.

I am aware of my pioneering spirit and I do not disregard it. For in acknowledging it I not only enjoy life more, but I avoid being pushed around by others. My nature is usually push or be pushed, with "little middle ground". This can at times be objectionable to others, but I must have the freedom to act, rather then just thinking about it, getting pent-up in the process. At all costs I need to avoid negative emotions such as resentment, regret and self-pity, for they would deny me what is essential to my nature: straightforwardness.

Mentally I am intellectual and objective, but can be in rare situations bigoted and an extremist in religion and politics. I am a good champion of lost causes and last-ditch resistance. I am quick-witted but sometimes foolhardy and over optimistic, lacking thoroughness and the ability to evaluate difficulties in the undertakings into which I often rush impulsively. The great need I have is to exercise an iron self-control, to discipline the qualities and tendencies of my character to the advantage, not the detriment, of the society in which I move.

Finally in closing, I am self righteous, right or wrong I do not seek anyones approval! My bent is not very practical. I am the most playful person you will ever know!
Between two evils, I always pick the one I've never tried before.