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Emily Dickenson,Frost,Nicholos Evans, Nicholas Sparks
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Conquering Chaos
Strands unwoven tattered is the heart a common thread not forgotten
Walking through this hidden maze of memories to bitter to mention
She slides her fingers across the jagged glass ,a kaleidoscope of broken promises
Looking back, beast that follows, run she must knowing it will consume her very existence
Jaded by her spinning world, onward she must climb to find the truth unseen
Inner demons have their say, hold her back cause her doubt her senses sharp and keen
Where love has not touched a glow of envy spills to the depth
The place eternal vast and baron empty lies, where the heart once wept
Carry’s her cross the sins of her nature to consume and decimate
Toughness replaces whispered softness, leather like veil to compensate
Swells of anger find their prey, unleashing furry, a wrath long coming
Unwilling the soul grows weak, a desperate cry envelopes her, consuming
Bestowed a gift on her heart, wanting embers ignite, a fire storm licks her icy depths within Darkened evil
creeps its way, taunting her every move, Chaos bides her time, again
Racing heart, like a pacing animal, decisions to be made of changing tides and lalbys
A random look, coals of fires furry show signs of life, a sparkle, in once cold eyes
Ravaged by hunger Chaos feeds on the swirling tides around her, power
Wading through the rising waters, she feels compelled, emotions shower
Fists tight cutting the air,” I feel you with me, can you hear my warrior like cries"?
The demons lips bitter words did fall, snared in the trap she believed all his lies
Youth behind her looking back, a faded childhood, gone never to be recaptured
She feels the reckless as a weight around her, pulling her down, life not ventured
Time has toughened and toyed with her heart to the pleas of those around her
Yet a inner voice, a lost child calls wanting her to hear the desire to be sure
Streaming tears flow down her pale face as if the flood gate were never there
Falling to her knees, scars begin to show, weaving hands through her aging hair
Shouts crawl from her deepest caverns, the hellish box where pains seed was sown
Chaos sobs carry their note, to the one she thought had forsake her, on her own
Hellish demons play on her mind, a game of confusion laughing they pull at the thread
Pulling at her heart the creator reaches in, showing her there is another way, the hate she must shed
Revealing a softness, tenderness, a desire to live life conquering the demons that pulled at her so
Trust was a intimate yet strange new creature, a nervousness it created learning to let go
Walking with him that breathed life into her, she sees a better way, a path
Never wanting to see again this Chaos, like a nightmare, of fleeting memories her wrath
(c)2004
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Straight forward and will tell ya where the bear sshits in the buckwheat. But above all I enjoy making people laugh and smile. I'm all about my teenage children.Life is what you make it,not about what handed to you. What ever I set out to do, I accomplish it. "Die livin' don't Live Dyin"
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Chaos was Her Name
On her knees, she is beaten, weary and tired
Her hands tremble as she reaches for something, anything to inspire
The cover of her heart tattered, exposing her sorrowed song
Crying out, pleading for a way to escape, somewhere to belong
Etched are the memories time has not diminished
Tears fall from her cloudy green eyes, sobbing, she whispers why am I being punished
Anger grips her soul in torturous knots,
Where have all the desires gone?, all of my wants?
Rocking, swaying a child like rhythm, searching for rhyme or reason
In a desperate vow, she speaks of all that have done her wrong, her tongue wagging of treason
Raised voice begins to bellow...I did my time, I did your bidding
Release me from the torturous hell, let me begin the forgiving
She chases back the bitter liquid raising in her throat, grasping for air as she feel the demon near
Flashes of terror play in her mind
A devils note inked in blood had been signed
The deed was done, the bottom line, revenge
Lost was the sweetness, innocence forgotten, never made her cringe
Her eyes once dances with delight and childish play
Now held the hatred for all who wade
On her heel men did follow
Wanting what they saw as ample her spirit now hollow
Gave herself to them that pursued her flesh
Setting out a dangerous path, willing to accomplish
A baron and lonely night, in a darkened dream chaos walked through golden light
Hair of auburn long and flowing, brushes her shoulders like feathers falling
Air is heavy with the sweet scent of springs bouquet
Wondering through on lightened footsteps, the world around her is seen with dismay
Feeling a presences all around her, quickened heart beats in her chest
Familiar laughter pours into this world reminding her of simpler times at best
Eyes widened at the sight of her life, playing in her mind like pictures on rewind
Old dust covered emotions stirring down deep, raising up slowly in rhythmic time
Chaos hears that voice she heard so long ago, of love, compassion and understanding
Free falling are the years of pain, desperation and betrayal
Washing, soaking through her every pore, her body and heart tattered and frail
Laying still on tear soaked ground she cries out for strength to help her stand strong
Yearning for arms to hold her and love her with no price or strings
The bittersweet memories come back in a flowing warm rush her soul feeling every sting
Knowing the price she paid for her pain that wrapped her tight and had overwhelming reign
The pains, struggles, have made you who you are
A rough gem, crude edges now polished and brilliant you will shine like a mid-nights star
Call on me to ease your woes and calm the worldly ways
Feed on my word, my guidance the rest of your days
You are not forgotten, my lost child, in you i instilled love, joy, and compassion
I have chosen for you a love, understanding, in a timely fashion
Forever my love, this is to you.. chaos was her name
(c)2004
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